Johnathan Lawrence's Birth Story

Well, the gender of Baby Lozen #2 is no longer a mystery....it's a BOY!!!!  I was shocked, as I really did think I was having a girl.  Not that I am disappointed at all, but I was surprised when Steve announced it was a boy in the delivery room.
It all started on Sunday (12/22), Joey was fine in the morning but when I tried to give him breakfast he took a turn for the worse.  He actually fell asleep on my lap while sitting at the kitchen table at 1030am.  He didn't sleep long but was so whiny and really seemed to not feel well.  We spent the day on the couch with him and he slept on and off on me all day.  Would not eat or drink anything either.  Completely not Joey.  All I could think was if I go into labor today I will have to leave my little boy who is basically attached to my lap because he feels bad.  
Steve came home from showing the Bham house and we decided to give him some Tylenol.  He felt a little warm and I figured if he was having any aches or pains maybe that would help.  He finally ate some pizza and salad with us and then crashed on Steve on the couch.  Anyone that knows Joey, knows he does not just fall asleep anywhere regardless of how tired he is.   He woke up and ended up back on me.  I was having some stronger period like cramps and told my mom I was a little worried.  Joey did a complete 180 and was walking around, chasing Hugo and snacking on everything at like 730pm.  I was relieved he felt better but still nervous about how I was feeling.
Steve helped me with bath time and I told him I was feeling pretty crampy and he decided to call his mom to just give her a heads up to keep her phone by her in case we needed them.  I got Joey bathed, started crying because I was just scared and thinking in my head this was possibly the last night I would be giving Joey a bath without a newborn to care for and then when I gave him his bottle and rocked I was crying.  I just felt like this was the last time everything would be the way it's been for so long and we were in for a big adjustment.  I know all families go through this when adding a sibling to the mix, but it's a lot to process!
After Joey went to bed, I decided to go to bed too since I was planning to go into work on Monday.  I woke up at 1am and felt like the cramping was getting stronger.  I started timing them, even though I wasn't sure what I was doing because I never had contractions with Joey until we were in the hospital, already admitted and my water had broke at home.  I noticed they felt stronger and were getting a little closer so I woke Steve up and said we needed to go to the hospital.  I called the midwife's office and told them I wanted to go to the hospital and they planned to meet me there.  Unfortunately only the doctor was on call so I didn't get to deliver with a midwife.  My parents came to our house to stay with Joey and we headed out.  I told them we would probably be back since I was feeling better since getting up but still wanted to make sure.
We got to the hospital about 1:45am and I was checked in triage.  I was 6-7cm, 80-90% effaced and my water was close to breaking.  I was admitted.  Steve told our parents we were staying and the show was started.  Got to the delivery room and the nurse asked if I wanted them to break my water or wait it out.  I didn't want to force my body to do something it wasn't quite ready to do so I declined.  I labored in bed and on the ball when I started to get more uncomfortable and in more pain.  Dr. Stark checked me and said I was at 9cm and 100%.  I was getting really tired like I did with Joey and told Steve I didn't think I could do it without an epidural.  So they called the anesthesiologist and I got the epidural.  However, I really don't think it did anything.  Steve said he didn't think they even plugged it into the meds until the second to last contraction before Johnathan was born.  I had this crazy urge to push while laying on my side and suddenly my water broke all over.  They were trying to get me and the bed linens cleaned up and I had another strong urge to push and resulted in this feeling that the baby was literally coming out.  I yelled that the baby was coming and the doctor stood up and checked and sure enough the head was almost out so they were telling me to stop pushing.  I literally couldn't and told the doctor as such.  I tried to hold back but my body was in control.  I gave another little push and Johnathan was born at 4:30am.  Steve announced it was a boy and I was shocked!!  They put him on my chest immediately and he was quiet and just looking around.  It was amazing.  This little 7lb 5oz, 20 inches long miracle was here and I had another baby boy to love, care for and watch grow up with his big brother, Joey. 

While the doctor stitched me up (a very small tear), Steve was with Johnathan while he was cleaned up and checked over.  They brought him over and he immediately latched on.  So much better than with Joey.  Johnathan continues to be a great nursling.  Makes my life a lot easier.

Although the delivery experience wasn't nearly as great as with Joey, it wasn't too bad.  I just wish I could have delivered with the midwives.  Since I knew more of what was going on it wasn't bad but I definitely had a better experience the first time around.

Welcome to the world baby Johnathan Lawrence!!!!

39 Weeks and Dr Appointment

Had my last weekly doctor's appointment before my actual due date.  I skipped getting checked because I don't want to aggravate anything and I just don't want to be told when they think I will go into labor.  I'm already really having anxious and overwhelming feelings about when, how, where, etc.  I worry about having to say bye to Joey or will I have not seen him all day and then go into labor?  It's just always on my mind.  The baby's heartbeat was 150's and since I am still measuring 34 weeks, the midwife asked if I had time to do an NST.  Basically I had to sit in a recliner with a monitor on my stomach which watched how often the baby moved (heartbeat will rise suddenly and then level out again) and if I was having any contractions.  The baby was very happy and I was on my way!  We will see if I make it to my next appointment or not.

How far along: 39 weeks

Weight gain/loss: No gain this week

Maternity clothes: Making it work with what I have, not too much longer!

Stretch marks: Using the cocoa butter and oil every day

Symptoms: No new symptoms.  Just feeling uncomfortable and ready to not be pregnant.  I have noticed more period like cramping but nothing that stops me in my tracks or anything.

Sleep: Good, with the exception of waking up a lot to pee and just try to get comfortable.

Best moment this week: Next week is Christmas and I am excited to see Joey open his gifts and just be around family.

Gender: We will know soon enough!

Belly button in or out: Still in 

Food cravings:  Fruit, oatmeal and yogurt is about it.  I just don't have much of an appetite and when I do, it doesn't take much to fill me up!

Movement: Baby had a quiet day on 12/22, maybe the day is approaching??

What I miss: Not having a basketball in front of me 24/7.


What I'm looking forward to: Christmas is next week!

38 Weeks and Dr Appointment

How far along: 38 weeks

Weight gain/loss: Still up about 19lbs

Maternity clothes: Not a thing.  I really miss shopping for cute clothes.

Stretch marks: Keeping up with the cocoa butter and oil.  If anything it helps with the itchy belly feeling!

Symptoms: My bladder pretty much can't go more than an hour or two before needing relief.  I'm also thirsty a lot!  Period like cramps here and there and Braxton Hicks contractions all the time.  When I go from sitting to standing I just feel sore and achy.  Definitely have slowed way down the last week or two.  I just can't hang anymore!

Sleep:  Not as good lately.  My mind is always thinking and it's hard to get comfortable or not feel pains when I try to switch sides.  

Best moment this week: We took Joey to see Santa on Sunday (12/16) and he did pretty well!  Steve and I had to sit with him in the picture but at least there were no tears or screams for us.  I can handle that!

Gender: Continues to be a mystery.  It's going to be very different this time in the delivery room.  Everyone said boy with Joey and I figured it had to be a boy so when he entered the world I wasn't the least bit surprised.  I mean I was but almost felt like if he had a been a girl I would have been more shocked.  This time around is more 50/50.  Although my pregnancies have been pretty much the same, so people assume boy.  

Belly button in or out: Still in 

Food cravings:  Fizzy drinks.  I like having a sip of Steve's pop when he has one and I really like Lime flavored sparkling water.  I haven't had as much because it makes me feel more bloated but I guess you could say I 'crave' it.

Movement: Much less this week.  I think baby is running out of room and sleeping more to gear up for the big arrival.

What I miss: Having my own body back.  It sounds silly but I just want to be able to bend over and not have a basketball tummy in my way.  Or hold Joey and not have to lift him so he sits up over my belly.  It's the little things.  

What I'm looking forward to: Christmas is next week and I can hardly believe it.  I would really like to get through Christmas before this baby arrives.  It's something I can't control but am hoping for.  Above all I want a healthy and happy baby but if I could ask for one more thing it would be an after Christmas baby.  

37 Weeks and Dr Appointment

I had my check up on Friday last week and growth ultrasound.  The baby was measuring 6lbs 9oz (44th percentile) and the heartbeat was 146.  Baby is head down and seemed happy and content which is good.  The midwife who I had the Monday before I delivered Joey on Thursday had guessed Joey to be 7.5lbs.  She said this one she is guessing 7lbs 3oz.  We shall see!  I'm measuring 34 weeks which is pretty much how I measured with Joey too.  They took a sample 'down there' to test for Group B strep and I'll have those results this week.  I have another appointment on Friday and every Friday until my due date.  If I make it to 40 weeks, they will do an ultrasound, NST and check for progress.  

How far along: 37 weeks

Weight gain/loss: No gain since last appointment, up 19lbs on my scale

Maternity clothes: Bought a couple more pairs of yoga pants at Old Navy for now and after baby.

Stretch marks: Cocoa butter and oil every morning and night!

Symptoms: Peeing around 4-5x a night which is not fun.  Braxton Hicks and some period like cramps on and off.  My breathing seems to be better since baby has dropped some.

Sleep:  It's okay just need more of it.  Kind of tough to change sides and get comfortable.  

Best moment this week: Saw baby on Friday for my growth ultrasound and got to hear the little heartbeat!

Gender: Haven't had any more dreams since last week.  I am looking forward to finding out though!

Belly button in or out: Still in 

Food cravings:  No cravings.....eating my usual.  Some days I really could go just eating breakfast.  Other days I seem way more hungry!

Movement: Baby has been quiet these last couple days.  Not nearly as many rolls and turns in my stomach!

What I miss: Being able to do more with Joey and not having to maneuver around this basketball in my tummy.

What I'm looking forward to: Maybe seeing Santa on Sunday and then celebrating the Lozen December birthdays at Kruse and Muer on Sunday night.

36 Weeks

How far along: 36 weeks

Weight gain/loss: Doctor's appointment on Friday

Maternity clothes: Still wearing what I can with what I already have.  It helps that I don't work full time so on my days off I'm in yoga pants and comfy tops.  Maternity pants are bothering me a lot more than I remember with Joey.  I don't like the feeling of the panel on my upper stomach.  So the yoga pants are perfect!

Stretch marks: Cocoa butter and oil every morning and night!

Symptoms: Continue to get Braxton Hicks contractions throughout the day, feel tired/fatigued pretty easily and that's about it so far.  I did notice some period like cramps the last couple days but drinking water helps.  And I am always thirsty it seems!

Sleep:  Steve has been snoring a lot or maybe I'm just not sleeping as soundly.  Either way I've been waking up at 3 or 4am and going to the other room to sleep.

Best moment this week: I can't think of anything exceptional that happened this week.  Although with all of the tantrums and whining I've been dealing with, Joey and I had an amazing day on Saturday.  He was happy, let me put him down for his nap and slept really well.  I LOVE those days!!  I've also been putting together some freezer meals so when this baby comes we won't be completely out of home cooked meals.  I feel like I have so much to do still!!

Gender: Had a dream on Saturday night it was a girl.  We shall see!

Belly button in or out: Weird looking but still in

Food cravings:  Fruit is about the only thing that I have to have every day.  I love applesauce.  The grapes aren't as appealing anymore.  And sparkling water is good.....for some reason the carbonation is appealing.

Movement: A little quieter the last couple days.  Or maybe I've just been busy and haven't noticed as much.

What I miss: We went out with a couple of Steve's high school friends on Saturday night and I would have liked to have a real drink.  But I didn't feel as strongly about it as I did with Joey.  I wanted alcohol so bad when I was pregnant with him.  Maybe because I drank more before then.  I haven't had a full drink in years, literally.  I obviously didn't drink when I was pregnant with Joey, hardly had many sips when I was nursing (13 months) and then, surprise, was pregnant again.  And hope to nurse again which means I won't really drink much after this baby is born.

What I'm looking forward to: Planning to take Joey to see Santa on Sunday.  I don't think he is going to be as good or content as he was last year.  He's way more aware of things now that he's almost 21 months.  

35 Weeks

How far along: 35 weeks

Weight gain/loss: Haven't checked and next appt is 12/7

Maternity clothes: No purchases and I'm just trying to make do with what I have

Stretch marks: Staying strong!

Symptoms: Braxton Hicks contractions, pressure like feeling down low, not easy to get up out of bed and just generally uncomfortable.  

Sleep:  Steve has been snoring like every night and I have to pee all the time so I've been getting up and sleeping in the other room.  I get so thirsty too at night so I get up to use the bathroom and drink a lot of water which just continues the cycle.

Best moment this week: Seeing my mom after her surgery.  She had it on Monday and my sister and I went to visit Tuesday after work.  It was hard to see her like that but she is doing very well.

Gender: It continues to be a mystery.  And I somewhat wish we had found out and either a)didn't announce the name or b)didn't tell anyone the gender.  It's tough!

Belly button in or out: Still in so far

Food cravings:  This pregnancy continues to be like my first in that I really don't have crazy or strong cravings.  I still love yogurt and frozen blueberries, homemade granola and really anything fruit.  But that's me pregnant or not.  My appetite is a little better than it was but I still am not very hungry overall and get full pretty easily.

Movement: I think this little one is going through a growth spurt because I can feel a jab on my left side near my ribs at the same time as another jab to my right hip.  It can be pretty uncomfortable at times.  

What I miss: Having more energy and ability to do more.  I struggle spending a full day with Joey because he's going through a phase where he just lets loose with only me.  He can be happy and easy going with everyone, except me.  Of course we have a lot of good times but the 'bad' times really are tougher for me now.  And maybe it's just the hormones and all that are making it seem worse but I hope he gets through this phase or whatever it is, quickly.

What I'm looking forward to: Seeing my mom this weekend.  She should be coming home either Friday or Saturday.  It's hard not being able to see or talk to her when we pretty much communicate in some way every day.

34 Weeks and Dr Appointment

How far along: 34 weeks

Weight gain/loss: Scale says up 18.5lbs, gained 1lb since last appointment which is perfect

Maternity clothes: Haven't bought anything and trying to wait until after baby now.  

Stretch marks: Hoping to avoid these again....time will tell!

Symptoms: Nothing unusually different.  I have more soreness/pressure down below especially when I stand up or start walking around.  I'm trying to do some stretching and ab exercises every day but it doesn't always happen.  I also think my stomach has dropped a little.  I still feel full a lot but not nearly as out of breath as I had been.

Sleep:  Not much has changed since last week.  Except turning over from side to side is getting a little more difficult.

Best moment this week: My parents took Joey out on Saturday morning so I had a couple hours to get some things done.  Steve and I also went to the mall to do some Christmas shopping on Sunday while Joey stayed at the Lozens and visited with Baba and Dedo from Ohio.  I missed being with Joey as much this weekend but it was nice to get some time to myself and with Steve.

Gender: Not as many people guessing this time around however since I'm carrying the same and there isn't a ton different this time around, most of the family say boy.  But not everyone has really weighed in.  I am getting super anxious to know now though.

Belly button in or out: Weird looking but still in

Food cravings:  Nothing really ever sounds good except yogurt with frozen blueberries.  I've also been eating bread with Baba's peppers and some feta cheese.  But really I never am very hungry or excited to really eat anything.

Movement: Baby has active and quiet moments.  Movements don't seem as intense as with Joey.  I remember him jabbing my ribs regularly and it would actually hurt.  I feel this little one more on my left side and occasionally my right hip.  Literally it feels like he or she is hitting or kicking my hip bone.  Little one also gets hiccups all the time and I always feel them on my lower left side.

What I miss: Being able to do more especially with Joey.  It takes a lot out of me after being with him all day.

What I'm looking forward to: I'm off until next Monday and we are spending Thanksgiving Day with my mom's side and then Friday with the Lozens.  

I saw the midwife today (Wednesday) and everything was good.  I forgot to ask her how I was measuring but I'm guessing I've grown since last appointment.  My ultrasound last week was fine which she told me and also my thyroid results were within range.  It was 1.64 which is great.  So I'm continuing to take that until my first postpartum visit.  Hopefully I'll be able to get off of them after that.  The baby was pretty quiet at the appointment but the heartbeat was 140bpm.  The midwife told me the baby was measuring in the 43rd percentile and if I went full term it would mean a 7lb baby which is good.  Joey was 7lb 7oz and I delivered him 6 days early which makes me think this little one might be a little smaller.  She said she wants to do another ultrasound at my next appointment on 12/7.  I'm going to call and ask if this is truly necessary because they aren't cheap and my insurance doesn't cover the total cost.  Obviously if she thinks it is a good idea, I will have one but if it's just to see, then I might forgo it.

33 Weeks

How far along: 33 weeks

Weight gain/loss: Gained 1lb, my scale says up 17-18lbs

Maternity clothes: No new purchases.  Haven't gone clothes shopping in ages!

Stretch marks: Continue to use the oil at night and cocoa butter cream during the day

Symptoms: I think I have more round ligament pain this time around.  But nothing really 'new' or different going on.  Of course I continue to have to pee a lot but that's not going to change anytime soon!

Sleep:  Pretty good.  I seem to fall asleep well but when I wake up to pee I have a harder time falling back to sleep.  I feel more awake at night too but I still make myself go to bed by 11pm at the latest.

Best moment this week: Seeing baby on the big screen last Friday.  Had a growth ultrasound since I hadn't grown since the last appointment (still measuring 28-29 weeks).  I measured small with Joey so it didn't surprise me.

Gender: I keep seeing the name Alexandria in odd places.  But it could very well be a little boy in there!

Belly button in or out: Weird looking but still in

Food cravings:  Red/black grapes, yogurt with frozen blueberries and homemade granola.  I found a recipe and have made a couple batches so far.  I've been struggling to eat most days.  I'm just not hungry and it doesn't take much to fill me up.  I seem to do okay with breakfast but after that I could go until dinner without really eating much.

Movement: I can definitely tell baby is getting bigger/running out of space.  I feel more kicks and jabs.

What I miss: Wearing cute clothes and not feeling so out of shape.  I just struggle doing as much.  I don't miss alcohol as much this pregnancy but wouldn't mind if I could have a sip here and there when everyone else is having something.  

What I'm looking forward to: Next week is Thanksgiving and it will be nice to celebrate and be around family.  Baba and Dedo are coming into town and we haven't seen them since July.  

Dr Appointment and Growth Ultrasound

I had my check up on Friday (11/9) which on my calendar makes me about 32.5 weeks but the doctor says my due date is 3 days earlier so they say I'm 33 weeks.  I know it's really not that big of a deal and I'm just being detailed for my sake.  Either way it was my last monthly check up and now I go back in 2 weeks.  I finally got to meet with one of the midwives, Kathy, which was nice.  I really like the midwives.  I was weighed (gained 1lb) and then the lab came to draw blood to check my thyroid levels.  Since I've been on the thyroid medication for about 5 weeks now, they want to make sure it's working properly and my levels are normal.

32 Weeks

How far along: 32 weeks

Weight gain/loss: Next appointment is on Friday the 9th.

Maternity clothes: Haven't bought anything.  I miss shopping and actually finding cute things too.

Stretch marks: Continue to use the oil at night and cocoa butter cream during the day

Symptoms: Nothing out of the ordinary.  Braxton Hicks contractions are more noticeable but they don't hurt or come regularly.  I feel like my hair, skin and nails this time around are much drier and brittle.  I've been trying to grow my nails out at least a little and they just seem to be less healthy.  Could also be the cooler weather, who knows!  I don't think I'm as emotional as I was with Joey either.  There are times I think "oh no here come the waterworks" and I'm kind of surprised when it doesn't happen.

Sleep:  About the same as last week.  Some nights I have a tough time getting comfortable.

Best moment this week: Spending a Sunday just Steve, Joey and I.  It was a nice relaxing day and all of us had fun.  

Gender: Still a mystery!

Belly button in or out: In

Food cravings:  Grapes and yogurt with frozen blueberries.  I wouldn't even call those cravings, although the grapes is something I don't normally really like.  I've been buying them every week at the grocery store and was slightly disappointed when they only had organic green grapes this past weekend.  I bought them anyways but they weren't as satisfying as the red or black grapes.

Movement: Baby has quiet and active days.  I actually noticed more movement last night than usual.  I remember just about every night Joey would be rocking and rolling in my stomach when I was reading in bed before turning the lights out.  This one doesn't seem to be as active at that time.

What I miss: Having more patience and ability to do more.  Joey had a rough day on Saturday which made me more impatient and frustrated with him.  He loves to be held while I'm trying to do something so he can see/help too.  But sometimes it's just too hard or I need a break and he does not like that.  He wouldn't nap without sleeping on my chest and although I love that, I needed to get some things done while he slept and needed a mental break.  So he got about a 20 minute nap (normally 1.5-2 hours) and cried in his crib for about 45 minutes.  Steve got home and I just burst into tears.  I felt better afterwards.

What I'm looking forward to: My appointment on Friday which is with one of my favorite midwives and I get to hear little one's heartbeat :)

31 Weeks

How far along: 31 weeks

Weight gain/loss: My scale says about 16-17lbs.  Next appointment is 11/9.

Maternity clothes: No new purchases but I'm getting really sick of the same outfits every week for work.  I am usually in yoga pants and long sleeve tops on my days off and as soon as I get home from work.

Stretch marks: Still using the oil and cocoa butter

Symptoms: The cramping/pains I was having my my lower abdomen have gotten a lot better.  Wondering if maybe I pulled something or baby shifted?  Either way I'm glad it's not as uncomfortable.  

Sleep:  Not bad, just need to get to bed a little earlier.  Story of my life!

Best moment this week: Spending time with my family for my dad's birthday.  

Gender: Wishing I knew.  Part of me just wants to find out but I've made it this far and I don't want to ruin the amazing feeling we had when Joey entered the world.  It's harder this time because no one is really "sure" of what I'm having.  Everyone said boy with Joey so I didn't even think it could be a girl, haha.

Belly button in or out: In, but looks funny

Food cravings:  Still love grapes.  And apples!  But really nothing jumps out at me.  I got a new cookbook, Weelicious, and have made crock pot chili and a chicken wild rice casserole.  Both turned out great and are super easy.  Need to try a few more recipes since she gives instructions on how to freeze them.  Would be great to have in the freezer before this little one gets here.

Movement: Here and there.  Was very quiet on Sunday but made up for it on Monday and Tuesday.  Movements are definitely noticeable but I feel like they are less strong than with Joey.  But the baby has plenty of time to grow stronger!

What I miss: Being able to bend over without a beach ball in front of me.  As much as I am nervous to have this baby, I'm looking forward to feeling more like my self.  But not ready for the new changes that follow!

What I'm looking forward to: Not too much planned right now with the holidays coming up.

30 Weeks and Dr Appt

I had my monthly check up on 10/19 (last Friday) with one of the nurse practitioners.  I wasn't a huge fan of her and definitely would have preferred a midwife.  My next appointment is in 3 weeks and with a midwife, thankfully.  

Baby's heartbeat was 140bpm and I was measuring about a week behind.  Normal for me and they aren't concerned.  I was the same with Joey and it's just the way this baby is positioned.  I asked about the pain/pressure down low and she said it was normal although she did mention the pain could be a bladder infection.  I'm hoping not and didn't push the issue so they probably won't have results from my sample until Monday.  They also won't be checking my thyroid levels again until my next appointment.  Hopefully it all checks out okay.  Overall it was an uneventful appointment which is fine with me!


How far along: 30 weeks

Weight gain/loss: I have my next appt in 3 weeks.  

Maternity clothes: Haven't purchased anything.  Joey and I went to Somerset on Saturday morning to hang out/walk around and it was kind of depressing to see all of the cute fall clothes that I can't fit into right now.

Stretch marks: Staying strong hopefully until the end!

Symptoms: Still having pain in my lower abdomen/pelvic area.  I'm going to call the doctor tomorrow and see what they say.  Other than that just feeling full and not able to eat often or much when I do.  Also peeing all.the.time!

Sleep:  It's okay, but could be better.  I wake up often to go to the bathroom and sometimes struggle to turn my mind off and go back to sleep.

Best moment this week: We took Joey to the Rochester Hills Cider Mill on Sunday.  It was his first time tasting a cider mill donut, which he really liked.  He only liked the plain ones though.  He tried a cinnamon/sugar donut and put it back in the bag to pick out a plain donut.  Sort of made me happy that he didn't want all that extra sugar!  He wasn't a fan of the cider though.

Gender: I still feel like it's a girl but would be ecstatic if it's another little boy

Belly button in or out: In, but looks funny

Food cravings:  Red or purple grapes, apples, yogurt and that's about it.  They aren't really cravings either.  Just the only foods that sound relatively good.  And soup....I've made soup every weekend and had it for lunch at work every day.  Either Chicken Noodle or Broccoli Chowder.

Movement: Baby seems to have more active moments than before.  But also is quiet too.  I still think Joey was more active than this one.  He or she is definitely getting bigger because my stomach jumps and sometimes there are little bulges sticking out.  Baby likes my left side as well.  I don't feel/see as much on my right side.

What I miss: Having more energy and being able to move around easier.  I feel bad but I get so frustrated with Joey when he is cuddling with me and jabs his elbows into my stomach.  It normally wouldn't bother me but it hurts and I get annoyed when he does it repeatedly. 

What I'm looking forward to: Halloween is next week.  Excited to take Joey out and hopefully get some good pictures of him in his golfer costume.

29 Weeks

How far along: 29 weeks

Weight gain/loss: Next appt is 10/19.  I did weigh myself today and scale shows a 15lb gain.

Maternity clothes: Nothing more yet.

Stretch marks: Cocoa butter during the day and oil at night.....hope it continues to work!

Symptoms: Pressure/pain down low, Braxton Hicks contractions, feeling very full all the time and I have to catch my breath sometimes when I'm talking a lot or walking and talking.

Sleep:  Not very good this week unfortunately.  Steve has been snoring at night and I just can't seem to fall back to sleep easily when I wake up.

Best moment this week: Lindsay and I are getting together with the kids on Thursday at the Ann Arbor Hands on Museum.  I hope Joey has fun and is okay in the car.

Gender: It's really hard this time because not many people have made predictions or been 'sure' it was a girl or boy.

Belly button in or out: Staying in so far but looks funny

Food cravings:  Red grapes are so good!  And oatmeal is always a good stand by.

Movement: Baby has some quiet days and some not so quiet days.  It's crazy to feel him/her moving around when I'm cuddling with Joey at night.  To think it's me and my babies just cuddling together.  I hope it happens once this little one arrives.

What I miss: Being able to breath and eat normally without feeling super full

What I'm looking forward to: Next appointment is on Friday, get to hear little one's heartbeat :)

28 Weeks

How far along: 28 weeks

Weight gain/loss: Next appointment is Oct 19th.

Maternity clothes: I got a couple long sleeve shirts and one shirt for work.  However it's not long sleeves and it's getting cold!

Stretch marks: Still using the cocoa butter and oil

Symptoms: Braxton Hicks contractions, tired and feeling slightly uncomfortable

Sleep:  Good, still waking up 2-4x a night to pee.  

Best moment this week: Steve is back home from Chicago so I have some help and we are our little family again.

Gender: Unsure, starting to wonder if it's another boy

Belly button in or out: Staying in so far

Food cravings:  Turkey sandwich from Whole Foods.  But I don't have to have it, just sounds good :)

Movement: Baby has had an active couple of days.  Might be he/she is getting bigger so I feel more or just having a more active phase.

What I miss: My energy and being able to hold Joey more comfortably

What I'm looking forward to: Zoo Boo this Saturday and hopefully the cider mill on Sunday morning.

27 Weeks and Thyroid Results

I got results back from my glucose test and they were normal, YEA!  However my thyroid results were higher than they wanted.  This happened before when I had my initial appointment in May.  I asked the nurse to have a doctor review before they put me on thyroid medication.  The doctor said it was important now that the hormones I was producing, the baby needed as well now for proper development.  So I started taking a very low dose and hope it all settles.  My first reading was 3.13 and when they retested it was 2.08 and my latest was 3.45.  They want to see it under 3 during pregnancy.  I never had issues with Joey but thyroid disease does run in my family so it doesn't necessarily surprise me.  They will want to retest in 4-6 weeks to make sure my levels are where they should be.

How far along: 27 weeks

Weight gain/loss: Next appt is October 19th

Maternity clothes: Some of my shirts are starting to tent at the bottom.  Need to get a few more for work to get to the end

Stretch marks: Using the cocoa butter and oil

Symptoms: Nothing really new.  My nose is doing much better.

Sleep:  Good.  I started sleeping with a pillow between my legs and it just makes me feel more balanced.  I get up to pee 2-4x but I can usually fall back to sleep.

Best moment this week: Spending quality time with Joey.  Steve is out of town for a hair color class in Chicago so it's just me and my little boy.  He's just so sweet :)

Gender: Unsure this week.  Part of me hoping for another sweet little boy.  I am starting to wish I knew!

Belly button in or out: Staying in so far

Food cravings:  Fruit.  And oatmeal which isn't surprising because I love both of these when I'm not pregnant!

Movement: Baby was actually more active this week.  Maybe because he or she is getting bigger and there is less room.

What I miss: Not getting out of breath by just doing normal every day activities.  I remember this with Joey too.

What I'm looking forward to: Eidson Thanksgiving is this Saturday at my Aunt Karen's house in Canada.  It will be nice to see everyone and visit.

26 Weeks, Dr Appt and Sick

I had my monthly check up on 9/21.  The baby's HB was between 140 and 145.  I felt a few kicks/jabs before she put the doppler on me so I think baby was awake.  I didn't really have any questions for the midwife and was told my next appointment would be my last monthly check up.  I would then start my every 2 week check ups.  I can not believe we are almost at that point already.  My glucose screening is on 9/28 and really not looking forward to that. I have to be at the office by 8:30am, they draw my blood, make me drink this super sugary stuff and then draw blood at 9:30am and 10:30am.  I can't eat or drink during that time from what I'm told.  I hope at least water though.  I don't know how I can go 2 hours without drinking any water!  
Joey had his 18 month check up last Thursday and we both came down with colds on Friday/Saturday.  It's so hard to not feel good and try to take care of a child, let alone when they aren't feeling good either.  I remember getting sick when I was pregnant with Joey about a month before he was due to arrive.  Hopefully that doesn't happen again and I can escape sickness until this little one arrives.

How far along: 26 weeks

Weight gain/loss: My scale says 13-14lbs, doctor's scale says 11-12lbs.  Either way I'm on the right track.

Maternity clothes: Haven't purchased anything new.  Trying to stretch what I have.

Stretch marks: Using the cocoa butter and oil

Symptoms: Stuffy nose, some mild aches/pains, Braxton Hicks contractions, feeling tired/drained and finding it difficult to eat or find anything that sounds good.

Sleep:  Pretty good, I love our bed and just wish I could sleep more!!

Best moment this week: Had my monthly check up and got to hear little one's heartbeat.  Love that sound :)

Gender: This baby is far less active from what I can tell and I still think girl.

Belly button in or out: Staying in so far

Food cravings:  Nothing I have to have.  Though I do notice more of a sweet tooth this time around.  I usually resort to fruit or these gummy stars we get at Whole Foods. 

Movement: I've noticed the baby can now stick out a limb and keep it there which feels odd.  But definitely much quieter than Joey was.

What I miss: My energy!!

What I'm looking forward to: Feeling better and hopefully resting this weekend.

25 Weeks

How far along: 25 weeks

Weight gain/loss: Appointment is 9/21.

Maternity clothes: Nothing new yet, but may see what I can find on sale.

Stretch marks: Praying they stay away

Symptoms: Just tired and not sleeping as well.  Nothing especially new this week.

Sleep:  I haven't been sleeping as well the past week or so.  I wake up more often and sometimes struggle to get comfortable.

Best moment this week: Took Joey to the zoo on Sunday.  It was nice to have some family time!

Gender: Still a mystery!

Belly button in or out: Staying in so far

Food cravings:  Can't say I'm really craving anything.  I am noticing it's harder to eat much because I feel sooooo full and uncomfortable.

Movement: Still sporadic but it's also getting stronger and not just little pokes/jabs.  It's more rolls and stronger kicks.

What I miss: Being able to do more and feel like myself.  I'm trying to keep up but the energy is just not there!

What I'm looking forward to: The cooler weather and a relaxing weekend hopefully!

24 Weeks

How far along: 24 weeks

Weight gain/loss: Next appointment is 9/21.  Dreading the scale as usual.

Maternity clothes: Haven't bought anything new but will need to get some work clothes soon.  I'm not super comfortable with tight belly hugging tops so I'm down to a few that I like.

Stretch marks: Cocoa butter and pregnancy oil!

Symptoms: Stuffy nose on and off.  It's very annoying at night when I wake up to pee and then either have to blow my nose like 5x to get some relief or have sneeze attacks.  Braxton hicks here and there and just feeling big.  I know I have way more to grow too.

Sleep:  I fall asleep pretty quickly and don't even hear Steve come to bed.  But I'm up probably 3-5 times a night to pee.  I swear as soon as I pee, I have the urge to go like 5 minutes later.  I think this baby is sitting directly on my bladder.

Best moment this week: Joey had his first swim lesson today.  He loved it!!  

Gender: I haven't given it much thought and it's funny how everyone was positive Joey was a boy (obviously they were right) but this time it's more 50/50.

Belly button in or out: Staying in so far

Food cravings:  Fruit, but that's not pregnancy related.  I just love it!  And yogurt with oats mixed in.  I've been cooking a lot at home and trying to come with new recipes.

Movement: Here and there.  I'm trying to see if there is a wake/sleep pattern yet.  I have started to notice movement like every 2-4 hours on some days.  Other days I sit on the couch at night and think to myself I don't remember feeling little one at all today!

What I miss: Having more energy and being able to wear more of my clothes comfortably.  I pray I'm able to lose the weight as easily as I did with Joey.  Seeing pictures of myself with a flatter mid section brings back memories of that first moment that Joey was born and I felt so tiny.  It was such a crazy feeling.  

What I'm looking forward to: Hopefully the zoo this weekend as a family!  

23 Weeks

How far along: 23 weeks

Weight gain/loss: Next appointment is September 21st, and on the 28th for my 2 hour glucose screening

Maternity clothes: Broke out the maternity skinny jeans and I love them.  Ready for the fall weather!

Stretch marks: Staying strong with the lotion and oil.

Symptoms: Stuffy nose that comes and goes during the day but causes me to use TONS of tissues to try and breathe.  Feeling full and uncomfortable very easily.  And I have felt a few Braxton Hicks contractions already.  I don't remember feeling them until at least 30 weeks with Joey.

Sleep:  I seem to fall asleep very easily.  But have to get up and pee like 4x a night.  I'm trying to drink lots of water to help with the constipation issues but it causes me to pee all day and night!  

Best moment this week: Having a 3 day weekend.....it's nice to have time to spend with family and around the house.  

Gender: My first 'feeling' was girl when I knew I was pregnant but then part of me is wondering if it's a boy.  Mrs Lozen said boy this weekend.  We need to work on finalizing a boy name soon!

Belly button in or out: Staying in so far

Food cravings:  Not much really.  Though I do have a sweet tooth but not overpowering or making me have to have anything NOW.  I could have really gone for a turkey sandwich the other day but we don't really buy deli meat and I wasn't going to go and buy one just because.  

Movement: Baby seems to be more active in the mid morning and early afternoon.  Joey was always moving when I would lay in bed at night.  I don't seem to notice this one as much.  I think I felt hiccups the other day though.

What I miss: I hate to say it because it's all I wrote when I was pregnant with Joey but I really want a drink.  I haven't had a drink in years!  I obviously didn't drink with Joey and then while nursing I was just so nervous and tired anyways that alcohol had no appeal.  Then we got pregnant again so I haven't had a real drink in a very long time.  I can't even imagine how I will feel when I do finally have just one drink, haha.

What I'm looking forward to: Only working 2 days this week and spending time with Steve and Joey.